and there she goes

Friday, July 27, 2007

its my lucky not so lucky day

somebody made my day today, and the same person took it all away..

i just had to screw it all up..and after hearing what she has to say, it almost had me. now i dont know what to think anymore. damn, im done whining..shit happens. life goes on..

i went home straight after climbing today as the rest went to eat at clementi. first of all, cos i need to save the transport money and secondly, cos i wasn't in the mood. and i kinda broke down on the way home. after all these years of keeping everything to myself, i just felt that i couldn't do it anymore. suddenly i just wish for a hug to make me feel better. but then again, shit happens. i've managed to handle it all the time, and i promise myself i will never give up.

btw i miss shikin alot..all i could wish for right now is to have my climbing partner back, alot of free time, some good music and my dearest rockgym. cos thats all i need to forget about everything else..i just miss the old times we had terribly ):

and then i saw these two bapoks when walking otw home. hot sekali! i was so close to snorting out loud. hai, these are the little things i use to cheer myself up (:

i'll be fine

cheers for now

posted at 9:02 AM